An Endless Desire..For Me?

August.30,2010

RollerBladeMan
btw i might move in to barsha soon

Me
oh really?

RollerBladeMan
 yeh
so wont be that far from u

Me 
cool
hah

RollerBladeMan
yeh
hehe
wink wink

Me
no
no 'wink wink'

RollerBladeMan
 why not?

Me
you stay at your house and ill stay at mine

RollerBladeMan
haha 
xD
Brigitte, i want u to be my gf

Me
*insert name here*, i know how much you would want that to happen, but its just not going to.

RollerBladeMan
yes or no?

Me 
nopppee

RollerBladeMan
okay

Me
its good you understand

RollerBladeMan
...
anyway
lets just meet up
and see how it goes.

Me 
its not going to go anywhere though

RollerBladeMan
why so sure?

Me 
because i know what i want, and its not you, as a boyfriend.

RollerBladeManwell
we can still see each other
and ill hug u
and kiss u

Me
ehhhhh
no thanks

RollerBladeMan
haha
grea
great*
this is pointless.

Me 
i admire your effort!

RollerBladeMan
haha
nah u dont

Me 
noo, i do
its great how much people will go through to get what they want.

RollerBladeMan
well let me get some credit for it?

Me 
well hey! im talking to you, aren't i?

RollerBladeMan
haha
jeez thanks

Me 
your welcome :)
atleast im being honest with you though

RollerBladeMan
okay

Dairy Queen

August. 17, 2010
Today I got in a stranger's car, which looked like a rape van, I kid you not!
Although, it was quite the adventure if i must say. Alright, they weren't complete strangers, i talked to them at the beach for a bit and apparently on Facebook. I didn't plan on getting in any car, but they wanted Dairy Queen, and i wasn't gonna rain on their parade, they seemed like decent kids.

Anyway, apart from that the past few weeks of my summer, things have started picking up, people have started actually talking to me! It's great! Haha, however sad that sounds i'm happy i'm making sort-of friends.

And apparently I have a large fan base over here...all of them are boys, and not a whole bunch of them have actually talked to me directly, but that doesn't matter, it makes me glow from inside out.

Summer Swimming

Rat's Nest

August.15, 2010

Two weeks till I'm back in Dubai, it seems as if this summer has been nothing but a blur, i guess that's cause it's just been a pretty relaxed summer, nothing to outrageous. 

Of course it's just my luck to finally 'befriend' someone 14 days before i leave, and not..ohh lets say, at the beginning of summer when i had 2 and 1/2 months to kill? Well oh well, i never said i had great luck anyway. 

Today i'm off to the beach, it supposed to be in the 90's (about 32˚C)!  Hurrah hurrah! How exciting! EVEN BETTER, it's gonna be like this for the next week! So, as you may have concluded, i've been getting my tan on, eating ice cream and sportin' that bikini, which sadly everyone mistakes as a bra.. Although, if i must admit it does resemble one. 

Now, i should probably get some grub in my body and get a kick start to my day, not to mention my hair looks likes a rat's nest after all that salt water yesterday.

Airborne Cocaine

August. 5, 210

Once the music starts playing, the beat starts spreading, 

like an STD perpetrating a promiscuous girl's body. 

It's infectious, its addictive, its like a long term drug addict craving heroine.  

And my mind has slipped away 
in to an eternal coma, 
a musical coma.

Now the only option left is 

surrendering 

to the symphony of sounds.