"..it was was not us that was the problem."

May. 24, 2010

Wow, so I have had quite the evening, some people wont leave me alone and some have already left, too far and too soon.

'Mr. Perfect' got all his stuff back today at school. Rachel was kind enough to haul it all over there. The moment i logged on to MSN, he started a conversation with me, it was simple, nothing personal at all. Until i asked him if he got his stuff, and he said yes, but you didn't have to give the picture back. And i said well, it was a nice picture, and you paid for it, plus now you have all your stuff back. He didn't accept that as an answer, i guess he knows me too well. I told him, well there was no point of me keeping something that hurt to look at. His reply was cold, but i guess it's what he honestly believed; "True, but we know very well that it was not us that was the problem."

That was th first time i had had a proper conversation with him, and his last response hurt a little. Oh well..Life moves on!

So I told Rollerblade man that i wasn't ready to be involved with anyone, and he just wouldn't accept it, even after all of this (read beneath) he called me, AND asked me to prom? Hah, Some people just don't get it. I guess we, as humans, don't want to accept what we don't want to hear, which a lot of the time, is reality, sadly.

Rollerblade Man:
fair enough
nice knowing ya
coz it seems
u dont wanna talk to me either

Brigitte:
never said that, ive been busy, i didnt see your call or text till i was done exercising

Rollerblade Man:
well, u dont have much interest me anymore
this is why i really dont go for girls who are younger than me or my age
so immature.
made the same mistake again.
gave it a shot
Deja Vu
as they say

Brigitte:
you know what, im sorry that i didnt fall head over heals for you and got over my ex in the first minute i started talking to you, but the things is this is how i feel, and i can not change that.
i will not force myself into something i dont feel comfortable with
and you should not make me feel guilty about how i feel.

Rollerblade Man:
okay

Brigitte:
there is nothing immature about that. 

Rollerblade Man:
my friend is having this party on june 9th, its gonna be hugeee, do you want to come with me?

Brigitte:
i cant, my parents down let me go to parties.

Rollerblade Man:
okay, well im seeing you this weekend, yeh?

Brigitte:
well i already have some plans.

Rollerblade Man:
you know what
fuck this
bye

Brigitte:
byee 

Rollerblade Man:
You know what, i'm not going to give up on you.

Brigitte:
Is that supposed to scare me? hah


Rollerblade Man:
No, haha.
well i guess ive a very bad timing

Brigitte:
Sadly, yes. You should enjoy your last weeks in dubai with someone more..emotionally stable than me.  

Rollerblade Man:
haha but u are fine  
lets make it work
okay?
lets work this through together  

Brigitte:
Im sorry, i can't.   
 
Rollerblade Man:
yes u can
 
Brigitte:
i really, honsetly cant. No.
you deserve someone good, someone who will treat you well.
alright?  

Rollerblade Man:
u treat me well
bleh 
fuck it.